Friday, June 1, 2007

Anorexia

Been having some trouble with remembering details long enough to get them down in writing. I think that the vividness of dreams seems to vary a great deal, and this has some kind of impact on how long they stay in short term memory.

Of my last dream I recall standing in front of the mirror looking at myself without a shirt on. My ribcage was stretching out my skin in every direction, and it looked like it was several sizes too big for my body besides. My stomach stuck out like a pot belly, but everywhere else I was a living skeleton. Turning to see my other side, I could see my back was sickeningly concave, dipping so far in & around my spinal cord and under/around my ribs that you'd think that I had no organs inside at all. Ick!